Look he don't know the meaning to life
That's why he wanna die
But I don't wanna leave here tonight
Tears up in your eyes
What will ever be of this life
Will I ever fly
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Highly doubt that I look like I'm managing
But regardless I'll always tell you that I'll handle it
I do this with the hope that you get the secret message
I do this 'cause I've never been the type for confessions
I'm on the outside
But I'm captive in my mind
By my dreams 'cause my patience is irrelevant to time
Rather be imprisoned by my state of mind and not the state wait
I've been tryna run my money up, I lost the race wait
Mother opt he stop his music so he contemplates aye
He only contemplates 'cause Forest is just really bad
Bad at taking action
And I know that she really mad
Mad at all my actions
Mad because I move on fast
Faster than my chances
A chance to rectify the past
A chance to blame the pressure
But that would be another lie
More of my deception
But I know that it's all my fault
I really do regret it
Look he don't know the meaning to life
That's why he wanna die
But I don't wanna leave here tonight
Tears up in your eyes
What will ever be of this life
Will I ever fly
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know