Ferrie's Ghost - Desperate Laugh Lyrics

Disavow the truth of it all
You were never around
It's almost ten-thirty
You're not to be found
Even if I looked for you
I'm not looking for you
She cries out her broken heart
For someone who doesn't care
She screams out only your name
But you're not there
She doesn't get to say goodbye
Sirens scream you know what's done
Empty bottle on the floor
Empty cartridge in the gun
She never got to say goodbye
But how was she supposed to know
She never cleaned up herself
Wasn't ready to go
They cry out for her broken heart
They know just what he's done
Her last words were his name
As she begged, Please, put down that gun
She cries a desperate laugh
For someone to take her away
She don't know where she stands
Just wants a brand new day
She bleeds with a gentle touch
She won't cry anymore
If she could see it now
She'd see the smile she wore
She laughs a broken heart
Why should she care
She damns your f*cking name
But she's no longer there