I could just stay here green and memorize the patterns on the walls
We all got vices that we sometimes cant handle so we fall
I don't need medication less its self made or self bought
Anger depression and life lessons are buried in my thoughts
And I don't need a drink I just need a friend
And I don't wanna breathe so let us just pretend
That I am fine for now and you are fine with that
But their will be a day that i'm not coming back
Move all the pictures till they line up with the magnets on my fridge
Pass out then wake up just to pass out on the floor board again
I fantasize about my death and who will be there at my grave
I like the feeling of drowning its one of my favorite pains
And I don't need a drink I just need a friend
And I don't wanna breathe so let us just pretend
That I am fine for now and you are fine with that
But their will be a day that i'm not coming back
And I don't need a drink and I don't need a drink
I just need a friend I just need a friend
And I don't need a drink and I don't need a drink
I just need a friend I just need a friend