Hopes get up
Get let down
Making plans is a huge mistake
I am chaos
I'm the sea
Free flowing atomic being
Take it as it comes my way
There's no future in this brain
This tricky little f*cker almost gets me sometimes
I'm mourning ideas that will never pass
Trying to look into the mirror I break my head through the glass
What if every last thought is a waste of time
There's nothing I can think of that'll touch what I find
In the real life