DrippyBoiA - Memories Fade (feat. L Sirena) Lyrics

Now it's a damn what we got here
Two people who love, but they got fear
Cause they've been hurt, be on repair
And they don't know how to trust and love again so
It's not fair
They just let it go and they both don't know how much the other is suffering
And dealing with their own demons
So they get angry, push each other away
Cause they can't take the other ones pain
And they don't know how to fix their own within
Ones letting go
Ones holding on
It's a tug of war between them
She's crying and he's smoking
Then they go back to joking
And the cycle just repeats
Now she's numbing the pain in any way
Wether it's blunt after blunt
Or getting drunk at 11am
She's fighting with her religion
Yelling at God if he's even there
She's contemplating life trying to find peace in all her despair
Asking him what is her purpose
From the time she can remember she's always been the one hurting
Then he came back into her life and made her feel again
Few months later and the hatred started kicking in
Left her all alone and wondering where she went wrong
He knows she was juggling demons of her own
Tryna figure out which damn way to go
She was loosing her battles
Loosing her love and hope
But she was still holding on by a thread
Now she feels half dead
They telling her move on with life and she's trying
But they know she's lying when she says she's gone be okay
Now she feels nothing and to her you meant something
So she can't just throw it away and let those memories fade
And that's why
I don't wanna fall in love again
I don't wanna fall in love
Mmmm yeah
I don't wanna fall in love again
I don't wanna fall in love, love
I don't wanna fall in love again
I can't just let the memories fade
What we had was something special
I cannot replace
I've be thinking about baby almost everyday
Ever since I left you, I never been the same
I know you feeling like I'm another big mistake but
I've dealing wit depression tryna find a way
Been bottling all my emotions never showing pain
My body different still got scars from way back in the day
When I first met you it was different, I couldn't stay away
I guess I've really been stuck in my bag just making plays
I never noticed how slowly I began making change
Love at first sight but in the end we grew our separate ways
Asking for chances ain't my thing I rather numb the pain
I lost a diamond for a nick, I never been the same
My demons calling me right now, they said throw it away
Introduced me to suicide left my death on my brain
I should've treated you better, made time for you and me
Te mwen pa la, ké le kraze, I fell in love with pain
Maybe this world is better off without me
Less mistakes
I guess we'll never know until my last days comes to me
Maybe I'll make that time today
One shot to the brain
But never question my love for you, that won't ever fade
Maybe in the next life you'll see a different me
Maybe in the next life my presence will remain