[ Featuring Accosta the Man ]
I been walking around lifeless for to long
Seeing only darkness in the sun I need a new song
I've seen more dead ends than off ramps
Got more tattoo ink than passport stamps
I need more culture and less vulture
I wanna see myself famous on a wall poster
Tryna be the first to break these family curses
I'm renovating everything hiding underneath
The surface
Wtf is you talking bout is you shittin me
All the bullshit we been thru just put an end to me
I been your only friend since you wish you knew better
Life gave you chances but you still wouldn't do better
Now you talking almighty self righteous shit
Saying I'm the captain but can't seem to right your ship
You know I got your back why you frontin on me
Now when I reach for a hug I see you running from me
I'm tired livin life tethered to the past
Treating life like a fad while I struggle changing masks
This time I got the discipline to turn the tide
Change the views in my mind take the stride out my pride
I'm tired of running backwards up the hill
While I'm tearing up my heels but I'm tryna keep it real
Chilllll
Don't you like all the misdirection
Cloakin all your imperfections what's wit all this new direction
I had you looking right but now you feel it's wrong
Had the nerve to say we out of tune so you changed the song
How dare you try to throw away our chemistry
Nigga you forget that I'm rooted in your family tree
How could I you remind me every chance you get
First there's my mom then my dad I memorized the list
But I'm different I have the tools to do better
Appreciate the cloth but I'm tryna make some new leather
What you think you to good for us now
It was us who got you here but I see you movin foul
Who cares about feelings and emotions
Ya lifestyle was ashy who cared to bring you lotion
Those guilt trips used to work once upon a time
But in time I'm removing doubt from my mind
Good luck you think you can get rid of me
Moment you pull me up from the garden I pop up differently
