Yeah, these outlets exhausted
At a point I nearly lost it, through my optics life got difficult to manage my deposits
Seemed like they was never piling opposite of all my problems
I persist on autopilot
Wake up call I say I got it, is it far too late?
Overslept, my phone on silent
I just had to take a break
Social climate full of gossip used to choose to partake
Now I suggest we switch the topic
This can't be my own strength my foundation really solid
Steady as a rock I finally put these childish ways behind me
It's like, ready or not to take a leap of faith
I promise to land on my feet
Promise land still be in reach
Old me, dead and gone
How long will I dwell in this grief?
I could tell you excel through your speech I could tell you
Were holding back for a time what's a dream they could sell you
If peace is the cost, a goodbye I don't see as a loss
I farewell you
So far from lost and found
I promise this life belongs to you
I'm sinking six feet down
Everything around me new
Everything new I threw out the budget everything new I grew out the rubbish
I flew out to LA twice, past four months only baggage I'm claiming is luggage
Shame and guilt, blood get spilt
Thorns you end up stuck with
Slain, kilt like Chamberlain, I wilt
Rose again, I find new life in my destruction
Thus we built, just God and I alone
The stone the builder once refused became chief cornerstone
Past I'd rather not dig up put the dirt to better use
I reap the fruit of every seed I sowed
(Every last one)
I swear from the view could see the land where milk and honey flows
I swear from this view could see the highs that balance out the lows
Our eyes have yet to see the things that God has prepared for those .