Dimitri Devaughn - STFU (That's Just How It Is) Lyrics

In my crib in Houston down on my knees cause I'm f*cked up
Praying hard God gives me what I need hope I luck up
They say Dimitri wear his heart on his sleeve that's cause my trust gone
Say they feel me but ain't near me to breath just shut the f*ck up
This shit I'm going through right here hit so different to me cause it's just me
Had my hand out for some help for so long it numbed on me
I been crossed out back stabbed turned on by my folks
I been crossed out left for dead and taken as a joke
Bitches curved me and swerved me played me like a hoe
Niggas stoled from me snaked me turned Casper the ghost
They don't know how I feel
Sometimes I sit and wonder like is this shit for real
I'm a 100 million dollar nigga I just ain't got no deal
All the shit I'm going thru gone make me who I is gone make me who I am
Sitting back thinking bout the time I got caught in that jam
Two years to think and Esha the only one wrote me in that slam I tried to
Cuff her when I got out but she had other plans
Stick to the script go chase them M's all I can hear in my head
Same night them guards let me out niggas wanted me dead
Shots rang while walking from the bluffs stayed with Terradome back then
I was young as hell outside that church shooting craps with all of my friends
I ain't glorifying what I did just telling you just how it is
This my life I'm just putting it in a song so you can know nigga just how it is
Where I'm from it's the bottom of the slums a small jungle but that's just how it is
Oh that's just how it is that's just how it is oh no
That's just how it is just how it is
Oh no no no no no