I'm at the age where people start living out fantasies
Carved initials onto trees
Always seemed like make-believe
I'm at the age where people start writing songs about love
So how should I start?
Let's see
You make my stomach fill with butterflies
And I wonder
If this is what love is like
And it's always
Breakups are never hard you just stop pretending
So if love is real I have no idea if I like it
Is this real, is this right, is this what love is like
Twenty-thousand degrees but I never melt
Are you tired, am I boring you Cuz this is my favorite role
Where I have feelings I have never felt
I'm at the age where kids have their first romance
Take dates to their school dance
What's different that I can't?
I'm at the age where people start writing songs about love
But what even is
The idea of kisses and hugs
And sickening love
Has always been near to me
Make-believe
Like fantasy
But isn't pretending fun
You're my love and you're the one
An actress on a setting stage
Whose part is never time to play
Is this real, is this right, is this what love is like
Twenty-thousand degrees but I never melt
Are you tired, am I boring you
Cuz this is my favorite role
Where I have feelings I have never felt
Was that love, I don't think it was
And I can't deny that feeling cuz
I didn't wake up and think of you
I didn't get up just to talk with you
I guess I didn't know how to be in love
I didn't know how to be in love
And then I tripped and fell when I'd rather off myself
Buying broken rotting cupboards just to go and sell
Them again, you again, how did I know, again
I'm falling cuz you promised that you'd catch me if I fell again