Dani Mattis - Transparent Lyrics

How do I just say
How I am feeling
Without hurting the ones I love
How do I just speak my truth
Without any apprehension
This isn't something I struggle with
But when it comes to you
I feel like I cant speak
My words are caught in my throat
Constantly
Cause' I'm scared
Scared of hurting you
Scared of scaring you with the truth
Cause' I'm scared
I cant do what I need to do
It's hurting me more than it will for you
I just wanna be transparent
I don't wanna hide
I don't wanna lie anymore
I'm tired
I just wanna be transparent
I don't wanna hide
I don't wanna lie anymore
Anymore
When the time comes
To say my piece
Why do I always end up stopping myself?
Why do I put me in these situations
Where its hard to breath
Cause' I'm scared
Scared of hurting you
Scared of scaring you with the truth
I just wanna be transparent
I don't wanna hide
I don't wanna lie anymore
I'm tired
I just wanna be transparent
I don't wanna hide
I don't wanna lie anymore
Anymore