D4oesz - Use To Lyrics

I'm mad as f*ck that I have to say what I have to say
Never thought I'd see the day we'd given up on average ways
We steady switching, growing distant
No time to stay
No telephones, no speaking
We just passing days
Some hate in the roots slowly starting to surface
Like what you say about someone won't make it back to that person
It's for certain that our pride's over wording what's hurting
Negative feelings that's lurking, it got us missing the purpose
Shit it's sad to see the closest is switching in reality
Trying to put it past me, in the back of my mind it's nagging me
I been mad at peeps cuz apparently they just been dragging me
Passionately give a f*ck cuz I hate the way they attacking me
Not even asking me, like f*ck what I say
They make assumptions bout the case
Don't even know bout the case
And now they notion in place
What I'm suppose to go up and say?
That"What you said about me true and you hope I'm Ok"
I'll rather cut off cuz ain' not point y'all
F*ck all that tough talk
I love you all to death but honestly I feel like f*ck y'all
If you want a war then nowadays I got my gun drawn
From all the blood drawn
Cuz the blade it went deep from cut scars
So I bandaged it then I abandoned it
As a man from kid, when I should've spoke on the damage did
I just stranded it, planted it deep in the desert
Deserted damages, the plan is shit
Cuz now it is harder to understand the shit
Dismantle kid, everyday I feel I'm a break
I feel the passionate through distance slowly slipping away
Mad everyday from mistakes that I need to embrace
Easy to say but my actions getting slower to make
I need to cut loose cuz I been up too late
And I'm confused on how this love do
Now it's complicated with us two
Yes I love you but I'm twisted up in my dumb rules
Cuz I been cut too many times to love
I trust you I just don't
Love like I use to
Trust like I use to
I don't hug like I use to
I'm not who they once knew
I'm not who I used to be
I don't love like I use to
Trust like I use to
I don't hug like I use to
Enough of the use to
I'm not who I used to be
Love act like a sedative
Numb to the situation then it's repetitive
Love's like a lung the way it got you in hell and shit
It's like I'm born without a tongue the way I don't tell 'em shit
Closed mouths never eat, f*ck it I ain' speaking at all
So when you wrong, you f*cking right
I ain' heated at all, I just leave it with y'all
As I bleed from my scars while I reach for the stars
Cuz I just want some f*cking peace for my dawgs
I can't applaud when you fraud, ain' no need to be fake
Because we all got some flaws just be true to yo trait
I move with the grace cuz I recall my younger days
I was misusing the faith, karma came back
And I been true to this day
I walk on solid ground, f*ck it lock my shoes in a safe
F*ck the dude you portray, when you think you talking 'bout me
I'm moving states to make a way and this the way I'm repaid
Like everybody gotta eat I'm tryna bring 'em all plates
But it's ok cuz today I'm true to my ways
I'll never change just part of my heart slightly decayed
But still remain, a part of me don't wanna behave
But I refrain from being a beast and letting this dog out the cage
It's a tendency retaining the inner me
It's belittling, a penalty if I'm pushing the play upon a sibling
No dribbling, carry on the play baggage is killing me
Filled up with reasons that's draining my energy
Really I don't
Love like I use to
Trust like I use to
I don't hug like I use to
I'm not who they once knew
I'm not who I used to be
I don't love like I use to
Trust like I use to
I don't hug like I use to
Enough of the use to
I'm not who I used to be