Cyclops - PAT ON THE BACK Lyrics

Last month I lost my mother and next month we gonna lose the house
I'm fighting with my brother look like he gonna punch me in the mouth
I promised my girl we gon' be okay but she can't hide hide her doubts
Knock me down over and over when I hit the ground I bounce
All this weight upon my shoulders still got ten toes on the ground
Got good people in my circle solid all the way around
Give a f*ck about the glory I'm just trying to get us out
Knock me down over and over when I hit the ground I bounce
Burning money like a crack addict
Quit them pills still got bad habits
Cremated mum in a cheap casket
Ever since I've kinda felt absent
Tripping up like I just dropped acid
My bitch a ten but she came damaged
Looking back like what the f*ck happened
World done me dirty and I'm mad at it
Crash landed but I'll be back
Taking all of me not to relapse
All these people think they're being so supportive telling me that I need to relax
Big thanks for the feedback
But trust me I don't need that
I'm convinced the only reason I'm still here is cause my bitches two red kneecaps
Patting myself on the back cause the whip that I'm driving is finally legal
Patting myself on the back cause I kept my head up even when I was feeble
Patting myself on the back cause despite my anger I remain peaceful
Patting myself on the back cause my third album won't be a sequel
Patting myself on the back cause I'm still here despite my losses
Patting myself on the back cause I can still say that I got this
Patting myself on the back cause I gon' slayed all of these monsters
Patting myself on the back cause I deserve a pat on the back mmm
Don't believe that I'ma be here long
Nevermind keep on keeping on
I'm the one that they been sleeping on
Through the roof like where's the ceiling gone
See me then I'm gone back in a minute
Recently been in and out of clinics
Sick of always living like I'm at my limit
Missing mum but I know she'll be here in spirit
I know that she only wanted the best for me
Now that she gone guess I'll carry her legacy
Realizing now I don't really know anything
So many questions I need answered desperately
Need to go back in to therapy work on these issues
That I been carrying like how I still miss you
I'm scared of the real me and she scared of him too
Don't want to be what she been through
Last month I lost my mother and next month we gonna lose the house
I'm fighting with my brother look like he gonna punch me in the mouth
I promised my girl we gon' be okay but she can't hide hide her doubts
Knock me down over and over when I hit the ground I bounce
All this weight upon my shoulders still got ten toes on the ground
Got good people in my circle solid all the way around
Give a f*ck about the glory I'm just trying to get us out
Knock me down over and over when I hit the ground I bounce