Broken Chapters Video (MV)

All of you are
What I'm not
My jealousy
Is building thought
This rising hate
So long I've fought

Try to control my rage
This text of life I wrote
Can I turn the page
Psychotic urges
Should not engage

Should not engage

My closest ones
Lost to death
Or I pushed away
Everyone that cared
I'm skeptic
And paranoid

Can I ever escape
Escape this void

Blackened tears
Filling up my eyes
Blood drips on fingertips
I paint
I paint a new disguise
My new disguise

Past regrets and bullet sweats
Drug dose and cigarettes
These ashtrays
So full of shame

I drag a match
Ignite the flame
Past loves that left me dry
Left me here to wonder why
But I'm the issue
I can't deny

Self doubt that's infinite
I'm a liar and hypocrite
Living soul of mistrust
Spark the flame to combust

Spark the flame to combust

Persistence of natural instincts
Willpower hard to distinct
A voice inside tells me to move on
A voice inside that's been silent for too long

Between my darkest desires
And all of you who conspire
Have left me
I'm the one you left to die
Left alone I wonder why

My darkest desire
All of you conspire

Some wounds you cannot heal with time
Bells toll you hear the chime
Downward spiral I can't climb
I've lost the war, this is the time
Wave the flag I forfeit
It's ok I'm used to it
Maybe its time for me to
Bleed the sickness

Wave the flag I forfeit
It's ok I'm used to it
Maybe its time for me to
Bleed the sickness