Cxstaway - Remedy Lyrics

Its a fight just to stay alive
Got me feeling low
And I'm trying to survive
Getting out of bed
I can never find the drive
Demons in my head
Darkness in my eyes
Yeah
Sick of feeling hurt
I need to release it
Fix my broken heart
Like it was puzzle pieces
Weed and tobacco
I feel like I need it
Stressing day and night
The pain is never leaving

I try to hold on
I try to be strong
Getting my smoke on
Till I overcome
Till I feel nothing
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb


Think I need a
Remedy
Remedy
I don't wanna feel this pain no
Remedy
Need a remedy
Sick of heartbreaks
I cant let go
Remedy
Remedy
I don't wanna feel this pain no
Remedy
Need a remedy
Sick of heartbreaks I cant let go

Sadness
Something I can not avoid
Sick of feeling like I'm always the second choice
Self medicate
Just to drown out the noise
I gotta get high
Cuz I have no other choice
Yea
Everyday feel like I'm fading
Try to keep going
But don't know if I can take it
Future looking dark
I don't know how I can change it
In a dark place
And I'm trying to escape it
Yea yea



I try to hold on
I try to be strong
Getting my smoke on
Till I overcome
Till I feel nothing
I'd rather be numb
I'd rather be numb

Think I need a
Remedy
Remedy
I don't wanna feel this pain no

Remedy
Need a remedy
Sick of heartbreaks
I cant let go
Remedy
Remedy
I don't want to feel this pain no
Remedy
Need a remedy
Sick of heartbreaks I cant let go



So who are you to judge me
Days when I'm feeling like
Nobody loves me
Yea yea
Feel depressed and ugly
At least I have a friend to call
Guess I'm lucky
Yea yea
Call the doc
My heart is killing me
Need a new prescription
I need a remedy
I am my own worst enemy
I Wanna feel good again
I need a remedy
Yeah