CxseClxsed - strong Lyrics

One night I couldn't sleep
And I couldn't stop my mind
From wanderin' through the deep
Though I wished I was blind
Here I am
Now that I'm broken
I wish you could understand
'Cause it was like time had frozen
I'll be thinkin' bout when
You said I wasn't worth it
Told me I was worthless
(A piece of shit, piece of shit)
And, lately I'm over this
'Cause I've been trying for so long
Still hiding your mistress
Even though you knew it was wrong
Yet still, I felt worthless
Was I ever this strong?
Now I've taken a stand
I see entirely what's broken
Curses you left in command
It was like time had frozen
I'll be thinkin' bout when
You said I wasn't worth it
Told me I was worthless
(A piece of shit, piece of shit)
And, lately I'm over this
'Cause I've been trying for so long
Still hiding your mistress
Even though you knew it was wrong
Yet still, I felt worthless
Was I ever this strong?
I wonder who I was
Who I used to be
Though I still hold back tears
'Cause you were so f*cking rude to me
All this for a good old buzz
So forget who I used to be
'Cause I'll never leave
I'll never be who I used to be
I'll be thinkin' bout when
You said I wasn't worth it
Told me I was worthless
(A piece of shit, piece of shit)
And, lately I'm over this (Yeah, this)
'Cause I've been trying for so long (Long)
Still hiding your mistress (That bitch)
Even though you knew it was wrong
Yet still, I felt worthless (So worthless)
Was I ever this strong?
You know that I'll still chase
But, you know I don't have the time
I'm stuck in this liminal space
But I won't waste my time