CXDA - Is This Really Love? Lyrics

You left me all alone after dark
I don't know why you say we're better apart
Every single moment is made a new
Cause I feel different every time I'm with you

We laugh and act like we're all okay
But we know that it ain't really that way
Love has found us and we're frozen in fear Man, it sucks cause now we wanna disappear

Is this really love or is it pretend?
Am I trippin' or did this just end
I never really know what to say
But I don't know that I ain't ready today
Will we ever be ready or not?
This ain't hide and seek, it's just a thought
I'm scared of you because you're so mean You're scared of me cause I ain't part of your dream

We keep on running but there's nowhere to go Caught in a maze where the exits don't show
Every time I try to break through the noise Your silence beats louder than your voice

I see the walls that you've built in your mind Tryna climb but I am falling behind
Love's a game and we both wanna win
But the rules ain't clear, we lost again

Is this really love or just the end?
It feels like I'm losing my best friend
I'm trying to find the right words to say
But baby, truth is I'm not ready today
Will we ever be ready at all?
This ain't a game, we're bound to fall
I'm afraid of you, your heart's so cold
You're afraid of me cause I don't fit your mold