Maybe someday, I'll be okay,
Right now I'm hurting, lost and deserted
But maybe someday, I'll be okay
Right now I'm bleeding, searching for meaning
But I'll be okay
An open book, but these jots on each page
Are something written heroic, got you locked in a gaze
That's why they call me a stoic, and not by my name
I try to seize every moment, keep it pictured and framed
So they can try to say I plagiarized and this ain't my art
I've been vulnerable and shown every piece of my heart
The way it was taken apart, the way it looked from the start
But they all act like I'm so wicked, so demented, so dark
So now I bottle all the pain, even though the bottle's see-through
I've got a lot to say, but feel like I don't need to
And even on rainy days, the sky can still be seen blue
The me who's made a change, I just cannot wait to meet you
Cause I'm hopeless and hopefully no one has noticed
My life's a rollercoaster and I keep on losing focus
These thoughts invade and swarm, you can call them all the locust
My heart will keep on bleeding, but my mouth will never open
Maybe someday, I'll be okay,
Right now I'm hurting, lost and deserted
But maybe someday, I'll be okay
Right now I'm bleeding, searching for meaning
But I'll be okay
So when you see me and I don't wanna talk
Just know I'm going through it, I be holding a lot
No emotion, cold as stone, heart turned to a rock
With this boulder on my shoulder, but I won't let it drop
As I keep on moving forward, breaking twigs of my trust
On this journey for love, while others live in lust
My mentals get reminded that I need to adjust
My conscience keeps on telling me I need to discuss
All these problems, I got 'em,
Need my Batman to Gotham
Withered rose needs to blossom
Cause it's dead playing possum
Gaslit from the bottom
Till the flame's up and it's awesome
Burning all those who crossed him
And killing off what had caused him
Maybe someday, I'll be okay,
Right now I'm hurting, lost and deserted
But maybe someday, I'll be okay
Right now I'm bleeding, searching for meaning
But I'll be okay