Curty - Newnightmare Lyrics

I'm not asking for better times
Just take me back to that hallow's eve when I was nine
I heard thriller and it changed my life
Dad put on some Freddy
I covered my eyes traumatized
Couldn't stand the pain but now I don't mind
The Halloween after Sandy postponed til November
Met my first love then
That was September but now its October
My rooms getting colder
Life getting hotter and not from the lighter
But from the pressure of knowing that I'm still alive
I keep lying about changes
Like I wish I could change em
Like I wish I could save em
But that would be another lie
This apology's bloated
I can't stomach this time
My selfish point: I'd rather hide than rectify, rather not try
The fact and truth of this complacence is
I'm too big of a coward to go through my life on a day to day basis
I wish everyday were Halloween
So I wouldn't feel ashamed being the same f*cking monster everyday of the week
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time
Can you stand to watch me cry?
If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time
Can you stand to watch me cry?
If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time
Can you stand to watch me cry?
If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time
Can you stand to watch me cry?
If it takes the pressure away I'll do it for us every time
Never gonna hurt you like I hurt myself this time