The Curse of Halos - Feeding Her to Buy Time Lyrics

"What have I become?
A murderer for love?
A savior to a cause?
No way to clean this blood
From off of my hands
This medicine demands
For me to do things
That no one understands"

"I do it for love
So I can feel her touch
And see her warm smile
Instead of cold eyes
The price that I pay
Is worth it to say
"I love you" again
So I commit this sin...
For love"

"The hardest part of all
Is finding a loner
Someone I am sure
That does not have another
So in a way I am saving
Them from the pain
Of being alone
Am I f*cking insane?"

"I'm feeding her to buy time
Until I finish my tests
There's no way I can keep this up
My mind's becoming a mess
Doing this is taking toll
I can't bear to watch her feed
I must try to retake control
Put an end to this disease"

"I just need more time..."