It's a lonely night
Except you're not alone
There's a dark cloud moving in
Your cover is blown
The mask you wear is stripped away
This entity is here to stay
It's like something in the bad dream
You open your mouth
But there ain't no scream
Darkness forces it's way in
Consumes you from the inside out
Choking the life out of you
Fear turns into pain
Pain turns to numbness
Numbness turns hollow
Hard pill to shallow
You're suffocating on hopelessness
Chills running up and down your spine
Flashback memories
Drown you to death
They know the best
Never to rest
Can't shake this shit loose
Tighten the noose
Anything to stop the abuse
Escape is the only option
Bottom of the bottle or bottom of a barrel
I can't tell which is which
Roads getting blurry
Eyes getting heavy
Intoxication is taken over
Rather feel anything but sober
But its not enough
What will it take
To make me break
These demons won't go away
These demons won't go away
Somebody somewhere
Give me answer
There's only so much weight I can take
At this point
I just feel
Like a big f*cking mistake
Somebody somewhere
Give me answer
Somebody somewhere
Give me answer
Tears have run dry
God help me
Why must I suffer
Endless misery
The damage is done
The walls are closing in
I hate it here
I f*cking it here
Pull up the computer
Type in the symptoms
Pulled back into realty
In disbelief
What the f*ck I'm not alone
Millions upon millions
Of others like me
Going through the same shit in misery
Sexual abuse running rampant
Men & women suffering the same faint
Children lives violated at a young age
I can relate
I can f*cking relate
Is this how the world has always been
Is this how the f*cking world has always been
What the f*ck is wrong with you all
Doesn't anybody f*cking get it
It's time for a change
F*ck this
I will be the change