Cult Therapy - I'm Fine, Everything's OK Lyrics

I'm fine and everythings ok
But I'm not ok with everything
That's alright, I'll be fine
I look for you in everything
The clouds, the waves, and the goddamn dirt
Please show me a sign
That any of this was worth it
And the heavens sang
F*ck you
F*ck you
F*ck me
F*ck you
F*ck you
F*ck me
I remember when your blood turned green
And your world got really f*cking small
Damn the codependency killed us all
I remember in the hospital you saying
Don't worry, god has got this
Well the god of your drug
Is stronger than the god of your bible
And the heavens sang
F*ck you
F*ck you
F*ck me
F*ck you
F*ck you
F*ck me
The drugs they f*cked you
They f*cked me
F*ck you
F*ck you
F*ck me
And I don't know where to spread your ashes
I was hoping you'd let me know
Where you would like to rest