Sitting on the armory steps
Waiting for the sun to rise
I'm looking at my father's hands
Grazing along the epic pines
I'm just rowing the boat
Of this conversation that goes nowhere
I'm waking up to heartbeats
I'm waking up to a dog
Snoring in his sleep
Clawing at the walls, shopping malls
Why is the world such a scary place to live
And why are the tyrants making jokes behind the walls?
I question myself too much
My heart is weak, my arms are strong
But I'm not worthy of
The love you tried to give me back
At your house
It was for free
I didn't take it
I was too scared
I got too scared