I don't even know
What I want out of life, what I'm chasin'
Is it hard to see me go?
Cause I miss you when I'm gone
Is it worth feeling alone for so long? For so long
I'm trying to be honest and live deliberately
But my mind's so scattered with different parts of me
Is it delusional to think that I can do this?
Does anybody want this?
I guess I'll wait and see
Wait and see
I don't even know
What I want out of life, what I'm chasin'
Is it hard to see me go?
Cause I miss you when I'm gone
Is it worth feeling alone for so long? For so long
I'm crying to be open, to show a side of me
To try and purge the heaviness that's weighing me
Time always makes me doubt what's coming out of me
Does anybody want this?
I guess I'll wait and see
I don't even know
What I want out of life, what I'm chasin'
Is it hard to see me go?
Cause I miss you when I'm gone
Is it worth feeling alone for so long? For so long
I'm just trying to be honest
I'm just trying to be honest"