Cuandro - Tale Of Disquiet Lyrics

Stuck in what I could be
It's not what it all seems
Overlooked all the small things
I was looking for a complex thrill
I don't know what it is to breathe
How do I enjoy a sleepless dream
And how can I exist
When I let my thoughts dictate what I see
All these nights
They keep blinding me
I have lost all my sense of reality
Now it's time
That I learn to heal
I will never know what it's like to feel
So I'll let it in
I'm sorry I'm sending out an SOS
Hoping someone else try to relate
I'm isolated even when I try to talk
And it's too late when I hurt someone while I didn't know
I'm sorry I didn't meant to disappear
I've spent a couple years lying from within
But many eyes over my well being
When I panicked thinking all that it could be
I don't know what it is to breathe
How do I enjoy a sleepless dream
And how can I exist
When I let my thoughts dictate what I see
All these nights
They keep blinding me
I have lost all my sense of reality
Now it's time
That I learn to heal
I will never know what it's like to feel
So I let it in
Why can't I have fun like them?
Why can't I have fun like them?