Crystalview - :.aurora) Lyrics

I see the light as it fades
Wither away
I feel your presence decay
As I turn blue in the face and I
Let the shades of blue carry you into nothingness
Just let me feel this hate
That I feel for myself, I can't accept that the end isn't ever in reach
My depression takes the form of a leech
My grief is manifesting
My form into a fantasy
I've turned into a lucid dream
Where I fall past worth saving
Cull my hatred
Thin my patience
Reality is not my haven
I've fallen down to a pretense
Trying to make gold of a mess
I see the light as it fades, wither away
I feel your presence decay as I turn blue in the face and I
Find an escape through my perversion and hate
It's my inevitable fate, it's all I ever create in life
My brain tore me apart
Left my corpse bleeding in the brush
Now I can see through the dark
All the colors that you're made of
I feel the static and it's taking over my soul
It's shattered every single hope of control over me
My soul is weak
And the life that I knew is starting to dim, become bleak
Just take the light from my eyes, what I want I can't seek
The body that I leave behind has decayed to the flies
While my heart is taken, misshapen, and crystallized
Happiness is my disguise
I see the light as it fades, wither away
I feel your presence decay as I turn blue in the face and I
Find all my peace through all the chaos and hate
And I can never escape
I accept that I create this life