Crumbcatcher - Lytta Magister Lyrics

Is it sacred?
Breathing softly
You watched my tears
Shatter like glass

Irreplaceable
Indescribable
The emptiness
You brought me

And I don't know
What I want anymore
Exhaust all forms of energy
Until I fall asleep on the floor

Watch the rain hit the ground
I'm figuring it out
I've spent four whole years
Searching for a way out of here

And I'm afraid there isn't

And I feel everything
All at once
Just like it was yesterday

Your touch on my skin
A flagrant loss of innocence
I've felt frozen in fear
For years and it stings
But I think that I'm finding my peace

And I don't know
What I want anymore
Exhaust all forms of energy
Until I fall asleep on the floor

And I'll start to scream
And pray that it brings you back to me
I can't believe the loss that I grieved
When every second you were baring your teeth

A bird sang in my ear to leave f*cking leave
But I'm stuck in my head listening to the wrong birds sing

Still I'm struggling here
Grinding my teeth crunching leaves
Hoping that I
Can stick my head up to breathe
When I told you I'm trying
I took your refusal to see
That I'm trying my hardest
As a pointer to be

Apathetic pathetic
Held up by prosthetics
Under the guise and the notion
When you said that "you get it"
To you I'm nothing more than a means to an end
To me you're nothing more than second chances now dead

I've grown so cold and dull
So feverishly alone
Take a pestle to the mortar
That's become my dreary soul
If I could choose not to write about my sadness or my woes
Then I wouldn't be stuck in a glass house clumsily
Throwing stones