I live with the scars of the past
This constant memory
Of all I used to be and
I, alone decided my own path
A long lonesome road
Over self hatred and wrath
I refused to degrade myself
With guilt for what I know
I could never ever help with
I applied all that I felt then
To words you hear today
And never again, will I
Lie again, to those I hold dear
This pain, this sorrow
Repressed who I am
I swear, that I will be better now
I swear, I swear
I, believe I could have solved this
How he'd still be here
If I was flawless
I destroyed who I used to be
Through self-inflicted wounds
Oh, the irony
Then I decided to take all my pain
And use it to help
So never again, will I lie
Never again will I lie
Never again will I
Lie to everyone
Lie again, to those I hold dear
This pain, this sorrow
Repressed who I am
I swear, that I will be better now
I swear, I swear
I forgave myself
For what I could not fix
For what was not my fault
I suggest you do the same
I swear
I swear
I will be the best I can be
I swear
I swear to myself
Nothing, nobody will stop me
Never again will I
Lie again, to those I hold dear
This pain, this sorrow
Repressed who I am
I swear, that I will be better now
I swear, I swear
I swear