Sitting here alone in Spearfish, South Dakota
Smoking in the spruce and the pines
15 hundred miles is kinda far to drive
Just to find some peace of mind
I'm living in a daydream where you will come and save me
From the problems that I started this time
When I told you I'm leaving you almost didn't see me
And I might as well have laid down and died
Can I call you back at another time
Everything is fine
Everything is fine
Kinda broke my heart missed the exit sign
Everything is fine
Everything is fine
And at my kitchen table, I almost wasn't able
To get inside my car and drive
It's loud inside my head so I smoke a cigarette
Try to make the panic subside
They said id know her when I see her but I'm looking in the mirror
And it's someone that I don't recognize
I'm tired of being lonely, this fear that wants to own me
I wanna love being alive