For me to get down to the bottom of it
I guess that I've changed into the father of kids
Creation isn't space that I can bother stay in
Embracing all the change that's just coming with it
Without them it would be just a waste of time
Keeping focused on the mountains I need to climb
Done arguing about if I'm wrong or I'm right
Because those little angels are the center of my life
Right now
I guess I could be a little pissed off
That nothing came true and I battled all the sick thoughts
Twist top
Cap on a rum bottle flicked off
Maybe if I drink it conversation wouldn't be hard
Learning all the basics far behind a uhaul
Stealing all the bases out the lines and I'm too far
Ahead I am the best
Where did this all come from
Stopped playing stupid people really thought I was dumb
It's Chris huh
Or is it Crispin
Getting bullied taught me that I really needed thick skin
So unruly when they tried to school me
Such a dick kid
But they wouldn't try that when they figure out that I'm just truly gifted
Been gifted
Been addicted
And I'm sick of it
Been lifted
Been twisted
Help me get a grip
Been gifted
Been addicted
And I'm sick of it
Been lifted
Been twisted
Help me get a grip