Life's a f*cking trip and i'm stumbling through it
Count my losses on both hands - a truth hard to swallow
The sad I hold inside never sees the light of day
I'm messed up, I blame myself, this guilt won't leave me
Alone
In desperation
I'm reaching out
For anyone
To hold onto
A death grip
For a hand to hold
A reason for
You to let me go
I put my worth in places where it don't belong
Into blank faces and short-lived affairs
Ignoring past mistakes, only to make them again
The truth is - my f*ck ups are my own fault
Eyes off the road