Craig James & the Hawthorns - I Hate (Self-Destruct) Lyrics

I hate, the way you say I'm sorry
I hate, the way you bring me coffee
I hate, how you're always so accepting
Of way I am, and it's really f*ckin' weird to me

I hate the way I feel right now
I hate the way you treat me so well
What did I do to ever deserve this hell
I hate the way you say my name
It's loving and encouraging in every little way
I'm skeptical at best cause' I'm so damn used to the pain

You always bring me beer when I'm tired from work
You'll settle me down when I'm being a jerk
I appreciate everything, and all the little things you do
But I could never tell you that, so I'll always keep on saying that

I hate, the way you say I'm sorry
I hate, the way you bring me coffee
I hate, how you're always so accepting
Of way I am, and it's really f*ckin' weird to me

I'm fed up with the things that I am seeing
And all the different ways that you validate my feelings
It makes no sense how someone like you could love me (how someone like you could love me)
My mind says I need to pack my shit and get out
But the truth is this is something I don't know about
And somehow you have cracked the code and somehow see the best, in me (always see the best, in me)

You let me unwind with some video games
You laugh at my jokes even when they're lame
I appreciate everything, especially the back rub
That you gave me unprompted, and oh wait a second, where was I?

I hate, the way you say I'm sorry
I hate, the way you bring me coffee
I hate, that you're always so accepting
Of way I am, and I hope that you'll excuse me but
I hate the way you tell me that I look nice in the morning
I hate the way you tell me that my hobbies are not boring
With every single word you say, why do I put up
With you,
So I might as well self destruct
Self destruct
Self destruct
I might as well self destruct
Self destruct
Self destruct
I might as well self destruct

I'm so damn used to being treated like shit
It's never crossed my mind that it could be like this
The person that I was I'm gonna put to rest
And from here on out, I will try my best

I hate, the person that I used to be
I hate, that I was always okay with me
I hate, that you were always so accepting of
The way I was, and I hope that you forgive me, now
I love the way you tell me how I look good in the morning
I love the way you tell me that my hobbies are not boring
With every single word you say, I wonder how you put up,
With me,
So I guess I won't self destruct
Self destruct
Self destruct
I guess I won't self destruct
Self destruct
Self destruct
I guess I won't self destruct