C.Pearl - Sad Songs Lyrics

I can't believe my thoughts succeeded
We were fine why couldn't I just leave it?
It sucks you were right but that night I lost sight
Of what it is that makes my mind
Settle and not explode right
But this argument we had just felt old
And again we sit, we talk, and you get cold
And I don't offer you shit even though you shiver so
Violently but I would've done it 6 months ago
But getting up silently to walk out and smoke
Seems vitally better than sitting here and just trying to choke
On words I don't mean but I guess I'm angry so
I say it anyway, you cry, and then you grab your coat
I lose you, it blows, and then I wonder why
I won't finish arguments that I start like I
Really need a therapist or at least a pet parrot
That will echo the dumb shit I say
Cause I should feel embarrassed
Doesn't matter if I learned my f*cking lesson
Spent too much time being stupid and messing
With your heart and well probably mine too
So I'll sit here in this room turn the volume up
On the sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad songs
I'm talking about the sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad songs
I can't believe my thoughts succeeded
Now I'm pissed off man
Now I'm just heated
I can't believe that all I needed
Was my stupid pride to stop impeding
Quick break now let's bring it back
Let's think were we really ever on track?
Or is it just my anger fighting that
Scary thought that you'll never be coming back?
All the things we've been through
I wish we could redo
I know that you blame me
Trust me I blame me too
I know that I should see through
All the notes that you made me read through
And understand you were reaching out for help
But instead I got defensive and I threatened to leave you
F*ck man god damn I'm really just stupid
I ignored all the signs and now I've been booted
Pride isn't real and neither is Cupid
So I'll sit in my car then the volume up
On the sad songs
Sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad songs
I'm talking about the sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad, sad, sad, sad songs
Alright
I sit here I wonder why
I'm the type of guy
That would let you go
Sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad songs
I'm talking about the sad songs
All the sad songs
All the sad songs