CPARSO - lotus Lyrics

I'm not the one leave myself behind
Chase a dream to reach the skies
Take what I bleed to write
Hide behind a ski still see ya eyes
See through God I know your alright
Just keep going you gon be alright
Keep my hands to please the light
Been spinning though pizzeria dough still stuck together gon make it out
I'll make it look easy but you will not see when I'm baking now
Get the f*ck out
It might seem crazy but I need Ja now
I said f*ck 12 but I need God now
Been through hell just to see God now
I been on my knees but it's different
Not on my knees with my mouth
Ran with my feet and my mouth

Ran with my feet and my mouth
On a higher account I might just dip
I can't take shit and my lenses just twisted
I am just way to committed
I am just way to afflicted
This ain't a rap it's an art piece
Came with a heart it got cracked no sorries
Blame it on them but I lost all thinking
Lost all deception of where I was going
Shook my fist at God like what was you thinking
Crooked perspective He tried I was broken
Couldn't do shit clear was focused on drinking
Angles was wack never lost all my wingmen
Angels was there but I lost my wings man
Tried to touch the clouds just got to my ceiling
Now I'm on ground not to pray for a feeling

Not to pray for a feeling but to know I'm fulfilling the reason I'm here
Not to pray for a feeling but to know I'm fulfilling the reason I'm here