CowardlyCrow - hypocrite (bedroom draft) Lyrics

I know I'm ruining this, and I admit it's getting pretty lonely
Tip of my tongue, but I bit the loving hand that feeds me
I know I'm in the wrong
Trying to stay strong
But it's getting harder to pick up the pieces
It seems that it's my art breaking people with my heart
And I know I'm so damn exhausting
Say"I try, I try, I try" but I stay on my ass and lie
I want to tell the truth
I want you to know it's true
That I care so, so much, and I'm willing to do a lot
Because you're the one I love, but I'm not doing enough
And I made you a hypocrite
You're not happy with yourself, but you're refusing to back down
You're taking bullets from me now
And I know you'll get sick of it
I'm only letting you down
I'm trying to get some help
But your disappointment shines through
This is consuming my life
And I'm wasting your time
In the end, it'll all just be my fault
I'm not giving enough
I'm doing exactly what I didn't want
And I know this exact feeling
I'm hypocritical
I didn't follow the golden rule
I'm hypocritical
Now I'm the one who's making fools