Countervail - Blackout Lyrics

Staring out towards the blackened sky
I faintly hear the angels cry
Deep inside the lies I've struggled to hide
I'm slowly losing my mind
Scattered truths lost throughout
Filled with madness and doubt
Whispers scratching at my mind
It's finally time I take a look at what's inside
Blocking out these voices I steady my resolve
Coming to grips with everything I've lost
It's time to take a look inside
Revealing all the shadows I can find
Drag them out
Scream and shout
Until I f*cking blackout
Tear through my skin
To break all my bones
The wrath from deep within becomes all i know
Misery
Envelopes me
Glimpses of hell torture me
Shackled by apathy and endless contemplation
My thoughts ensnaring any semblance of motivation
Echoes of my dreams
Watch me as I bleed
Voices haunting
Endless reflections a path undefined
Blocking out these voices I steady my resolve
Coming to grips with everything I've lost
It's time to take a look inside
Revealing all the shadows I can find
Drag them out
Scream and shout
Until I f*cking blackout
Afflicted with visions of sick undecrypted encryptions
The bane of existence
Inflicted with dissonant tones of contention
A bloody bout to convey the message
Attempted to fix it with
Anticipated incisions abandoned conviction
A path undefined
Im losing my mind
On this cyclical mission
Endless reflections a path undefined
Sever the psyche from this disillusion
Endless reflections a path undefined
Sever the psyche from this disillusion