It's all my fault (I'm just playing my part)
Don't know at all
Got me questioning if all of this true
All these rumors got me stuck inside a loop (stuck inside a loop)
Got me feeling like I got nothing to lose (got nothing to lose)
Get me out of this room
I might disappear for a few weeks
Let it fall apart and let it fall through
Break some promises and disappoint you
Disappear for a few weeks
Give you everything then say it's not true
Get the f*ck out of my way
Sitting pretty on that high horse but we're both one in the same
I've been wondering am I true to myself?
Rainbow's faded I go straight ahead
Shadow's growing longer as I'm getting closer to the light
(Lo-lo-longer!)
Against gravity farthest from home as can be
Faking up my confidence I masquerade
Speak louder till it sounds right
Echoes will bounce back till I go deaf
Cause you make me feel like a f*cking hole in the wall when you look past me
And I know that you're itching with the pen but I won't let you rewrite me
I don't wanna let you go write me
Then drown in the misery
So now when I see you
You just look past me
Can't you see it
Swirling feathers tie the pendulum
I risk all for this moment
So give me show me your love your fear your grips and slaps too
I've been wondering am I true to myself?
Rainbow's faded I go straight ahead
Shadow's growing longer as I'm getting closer to the light
(Lo-lo-longer!)
Flying too high just tryna feel alive
Soar or dive I collide
Like a pet bird outta cage I had to give it all
Give it all give it all all the way to here
I've been wondering am I true to myself?
Rainbow's faded I go straight ahead
Shadow's growing longer as I'm getting closer to the light
(Lo-lo-longer!)
Against gravity farthest from home as can be
Faking up my confidence I masquerade
Speak louder till it sounds right