It may never happen, it may never be
But the more that I wonder, the stronger that I feel
Insecure delusion, trying to be me
I created an obsession and it's trying to break free
Paranoid confusion surrounding as it must
I try to find a passion in these feelings that I trust
I try, I cry, I don't know why I fight it
I die inside and I cannot seem to hide it
I've dried my eyes but I wonder if I'll make it
I'll buy the lies and anyone who fakes it
It may never happen, it may never be
But the more that I wonder, the stronger that I feel
Insecure delusion, trying to be me
I created an obsession and it's trying to break free
Paranoid confusion surrounding as it must
I try to find a passion in these feelings that I trust
I try, I cry, I don't know why I fight it
I die inside and I cannot seem to hide it
I've dried my eyes but I wonder if I'll make it
I'll buy the lies and anyone who fakes it
I can't help but wonder, the thoughts won't leave my mind
Insecure delusion, it's stealing all my time
I created an obsession and it's starting to break free
Trying to find a passion but it's drowning out my plea
Paranoid confusion, it's closing in so tight
I'm searching for the answers in this endless night
I try to trust my feelings but they lead me astray
I'm fighting to break free but it's a game I can't replay
I try, I cry, I don't know why I fight it
I die inside and I cannot seem to hide it
I've dried my eyes but I wonder if I'll make it
I'll buy the lies and anyone who fakes it
Oh, I'm searching for redemption in this cruel world I'm in
I'm reaching for the light, will I find it in the end
I can't escape these battles that reside within my soul
I'm longing to break free and finally take control
Translated by Releska