Locked inside existence and it's time
Hearing the sounds of despair and its cries
Fighting all of my pain and this dismay
Trapped inside this hell and sent away
Despair they seek
That I am fading here
I need this help
My thoughts are filled with fear
I dread the time
Where I am thrown away
I see myself
As a dead forgotten soul
Now I'm gone
Everything is draining in my mind
Searching for answers that I can't find
Suffering from this strange disease
Fighting off self killing tendencies
Despair they seek
That I am fading here
I need this help
My thoughts are filled with fear
I dread, the time
Where I am thrown away
I see myself
As a dead forgotten soul now I'm gone
Behind the wheel of my destruction
The pain can only settle
Plots of rebellion against myself are almost as strong as metal