My heart, my heart
You see me
But the fact is that
I'm running after a ghost that brings me down
I'm running
Without direction
I'm lost
And I don't want to get up - no more
I was never really here
I was never really here
I was never really here
You walk in my earth - you see through me
Is there a button
That I can press and reset
And stop
And maybe never wake up
I want this to end
I'm sick and tired of falling into the same trap again and again
I'm losing my focus
Losing my focus
I want this to end
And fade away
I sit with my girls in the park and I smile
The sun shines bright
But there is no light in my mind
All these fantasies
No one likes to be faced with
They are speaking a different language
I feel dumb
And out of touch
I just can't keep up
You laugh so hard
And I know that once I have been
As loud and naive
I'm lost
And I don't want to get up
No more
I was never really here
I was never really here
I was never really here
You walk in my earth - you see through me
Is there a button
That I can press and reset
And stop
And maybe never wake up
I want this to end
I'm sick and tired of falling into the same trap again and again
I'm losing my focus
Losing my focus
I want this to end
And fade away