Laying back watching the hours pass like I was waiting for some miracle
But the only thing scheduled was my death
Destiny's a bitch, call her payback
Outbursts; blaming others for why I'm the f*cker you have to deal with
I can hear the screams, but I'm tired of walking into the same old scene
I'm the shoulder to cry on, I'm the hand to hold
To be honest no one realizes I just don't have the heart in me anymore
I hate everything my spite derives from my own failures
I don't like remembering; my prides my shell
And I'm constantly trying to cover up all the dents and imperfections
I f*cked up so much potential
Everything in life is equal
So the potential to fly was faced with the equivalent to fall
Broken up inside, just trying to trust enough to love again
But I'm the fool, that's been tried
I'm the fool that's been tried
I'm the fool that's been tried tried tried tried
I'm the fool that's been tried