I say I don't have time for love
But read Jane Austen in Regent's park
I still mourn my gifted kid past
But don't pay attention in class
God for such a know-it-all
I really don't know myself at all
I cry when I'm angry
And laugh when I'm scared
My smile is rehearsed
And my words are prepared
I don't care
That's what I want you to believe
I dress my bullshit up in frills
And intellectualise my thrills
Ignore all the voids that I should fill
And choose blue over the red pill
God for such a know-it-all
I really don't know myself at all
I cry when I'm angry
And laugh when I'm scared
My smile is rehearsed
And my words are prepared
I don't care
That's what I want you to believe
And I'm not self aware
No I'm just overthinking
My diary is filled with those secrets I keep
I don't care
That's what I want you to believe
But the only one fooled
Is me
The past taught me lessons I find hard to discount
You let people in and they burn down your house
The past taught me lessons I find hard to discount
You let people in and they burn down your house
Do you see how I got so confused
I promise its me and not you
I cry when I'm angry
And laugh when I'm scared
My smile is rehearsed
And my words are prepared
I don't care
It's what I want you to believe
And I'm not self aware
No I'm just overthinking
My diary is filled with those secrets I keep
I don't care
That's what I want you to believe
But the only one fooled is me
Me, me, me
Yeah the only one fool is me