Connie Richards - M, A, & OJ Lyrics

This is something I promised myself I wouldn't do
Make a fool of me and then just crawl back to you
Lately you've taken up most of my mind
Can't concentrate or focus and yet I find
You're everything
But no one
Your words are always soft and gentle
But the rest of the world makes me feel like I am mental
When I punch the wall and my soul is hurting
You hold my hand but I'll pull away we're not flirting
It's not like that
You're mistaken
I can't seem to figure out what's going on
People look at me and mess around like I'm shallow
It's the only time where I can feel like I belong
But I guess I could just say that I didn't know
I don't know what it is about you I'm hooked on
Guess it the little things like staying up until dawn
It's the tiny insignificant little details
The shape of the eye the smell the drink
It's the tall tales
Remember that
No that's stupid
I should say I'll push you away and forget your name
Leave for months pretend like it didn't happen
No I should just admit I was wrong and take all the blame
At least then no one could tell me I was slacking
I guess it's my fault after all
I hurt you and then came back for more
Maybe sometime something different might occur
Or it won't and you'll be happy staying with her
But promise me you'll let it be and block off evil words
A soul like that is beautiful and shouldn't be hurt
I'm sorry
I'll stop talking
I can't see what else there would be if I wasn't there
Maybe the world will heal if I can't see you
Once I'm gone the scene will move on it won't be unfair
I'll just be a distant memory you can look through
I know that this will be hard for the both of us
But one day it'll be something that we won't discuss
Please don't take these words as harsh it's for the best
Put it all to rest and now
After some time I'll be sleeping