I don't deserve this life
You promised the rain
To wash away all of my mistakes
You left me empty-handed
I should've gave no second chances
Walk towards the light
I wanna feel like myself again
Tired of this hell I created
I don't deserve this life
I wanna feel like myself again
Holding onto this heart I've broken
I'm giving up and I won't put up a fight
An empty room I hide away
No one seems to see the world the same way
My mind is like my grave
Pulling at my eyes I can't find an escape
I wanna feel like myself again
There's no meaning I cannot take it
I push away everyone I know
I wanna feel like myself again
I hate this feeling I cannot shake it
I seclude myself so I can feel alone