5:55 Video (MV)

I can't keep breaking my heart like this
When I close my eyes my life feels pointless
I feel like bringing it all to an end
My guilty conscience
Is my consequence for letting myself down
I won't go through this again
Why get up? I'm only good at the fall
I'm never reaching out, I'm too afraid to call
Am I a burden to my friends?
I tell myself this storm is soon to pass, but the next one's worse than the last
And I'm done
Pray for me
I'm not so sure anymore what I was even looking for
Beyond the view of this downward spiral
The further that I reach out over the edge the less I feel that I was molded for survival
It's just too easy to back away another coward toes the line
And I just can't decide if it's worth crossing but
A life to tempt a jaded man's still life built upon sand
Just one good bout of rain until you've lost it
And where am I to turn
When all else has failed
I'm climbing over
Loosening my grip on the guardrail