Colourful Reality - Acceptance Lyrics

I guess I kinda thought that I was alright
That I had no more fight left to fight
I guess I really believed myself when I said I don't think of him
But you just opened up my eyes showed me how wrong I'd been

Cause I was so tall
Then I lost it all to you

And now I've done it again
I've lost my only friend that ever really mattered
Now I've lost my strength, my strength my only friend
That was getting me through this

Yeah, I guess I can't let go
And I know that I sound so pitiful
But I just can't accept the fact in my head
That he never cared, that he never cared

Cause I was so tall
Then I lost it all to you

And now I've done it again
I've lost my only friend that ever really mattered
Now I've lost my strength, my strength my only friend
That was getting me through this

And now I've done it again
I've lost my only friend that ever really mattered
Now I've lost my strength, my strength my only friend
That was getting me through this

I'm still learning how to
Be a little more careful with who
I give my love and trust to
Instead of buying into all their bullshit
And never even bothering to question it
I'm still learning how to
Be a little less pathetic and you
You knew I never knew
What I was getting myself into
My ignorance is what made you rule my world
I was such a stupid girl

And now I've done it again
I've lost my only friend that ever really mattered
Now I've lost my strength, my strength my only friend
That was getting me through this
And now I've done it again
I've lost my only friend that ever really mattered
Now I've lost my strength, my strength my only friend
That was getting me through this
And now I've done it again
I've lost my only friend that ever really mattered
Now I've lost my strength, my strength my only friend
That was getting me through this