I don't know how to act when I'm in my room alone all the time
I've thought a lot about the things I would write
But I don't wanna alarm you tonight
I wanna get high alone with you
But if I try
On the floor again due to my self abuse
Thought a lot about everything you said
Thought about the scenario with my entire body in the ground instead
I don't wanna be that guy no more
Wasting my time on the kitchen floor
Waiting for me to get better
"But you can't if you don't put in the effort"
How did I know I was going to?
I didn't know I was gonna run into you
I cannot comprehend all the apologies
I tried to hide but it's basic psychology
I'm drinking hard to destroy what's inside of me
Wish I could speak but it's not a priority
You figured out - now you know what is wrong with me
I cannot fix this so now I just gotta leave
If I had some sort of control over my life
Then I wouldn't count on my fingers all the times you were right
All of the times I begged you please
All of the dirt smeared on my jeans
The dried up tears, half empty beers
And all the phone calls in between
God
I'm feeling down
Damn
I'm feeling used
Xans
I'm going numb
Man
Stuck on the moon
Working on easing my temper
Recalling the pictures we took together
Setting up for the martini shot
This is my movie but you're the director
Thought a lot about everything you said
Thought about the scenario with my entire body in the ground instead
I don't wanna be that guy no more
Wasting my time on the kitchen floor
Waiting for me to get better
"But you can't if you don't put in the effort"
How did I know I was going to?
I didn't know I was gonna run into you
I cannot comprehend all the apologies
I tried to hide but it's basic psychology
I'm drinking hard to destroy what's inside of me
Wish I could speak but it's not a priority
You figured out - now you know what is wrong with me
I cannot fix this so now I just gotta leave
She said, she said
All the feelings still left
Now we're both here depressed
I don't think that you know me
I love you to death (I don't know where I went wrong)
I thought I could let this go (But I'm gonna play along)
But I don't think I belong here anymore
(I'm gonna throw it all away so I know that you're moving on)
She said, she said
All the feelings still left
Now we're both here depressed
I don't think that you know me
I love you to death (I don't know where I went wrong)
I thought I could let this go (But I'm gonna play along)
But I don't think I belong here anymore
(I'm gonna throw it all away so I know that you're moving on)
Thought a lot about everything you said
Thought about the scenario with my entire body in the ground instead
I don't wanna be that guy no more
Wasting my time on the kitchen floor
Waiting for me to get better
"But you can't if you don't put in the effort"
How did I know I was going to?
I didn't know I was gonna run into you
I cannot comprehend all the apologies
I tried to hide but it's basic psychology
I'm drinking hard to destroy what's inside of me
Wish I could speak but it's not a priority
You figured out - now you know what is wrong with me
I cannot fix this so now I just gotta leave