Color Science - Average Lyrics

As the blood stops flowing through my veins
The knot locks tight, I will forget my name
Feeling empty again
Feeling useless again

Dropped a downer, stole a car
Just to drive out really far
Sit alone up at the bar
Sometimes, sometimes
Admit
At times I feel average
I let you down so I will never let this go

Remember this so you'll laugh with me
Remember this when you're lost at sea

As the night starts fading in the rain
Melatonin flowing through my brain
What are you doing right now?
How will you act when you find out?

That I'm no longer right here
I can no longer wipe your tears

Popped an upper, stole a car
Just to drive out really far
Sit alone up at the bar
Sometimes, sometimes
Admit
At times I feel average
I let you down so I will never forgive me

Popped an upper, stole a car
Just to drive out really far
Getting wasted at the bar
Sometimes, sometimes
Admit
At times I'm f*cking average
I let you down
You know I cannot f*cking stand it