Color Cast Cinema - If I'm Being Honest Lyrics

If I if I'm being honest life is pretty good
Yeah life if pretty good
I've got a roof over my head
I'm safe, I'm loved, and I am well fed
But all I think about
Is when it is my time with run out
My friends they tell me not to fret
They tell me that the best is yet to come

But I've had a little less than half my life
And I think I've wasted it
Nothing to show for it

I've got so many things I want to do
But I can't sleep at night
I'm f*cking terrified

And If I'm being honest
Life is pretty good
But I don't want the things I should
I've got this fire in my belly
And it flares up
Every time somebody tells me
You've got the things that you should want
To give it up or change is a mistake
Just live the life you're told to have
Your amusing little dreams are just a phase

But I've had a little less than half my life
And I think I've wasted it
Nothing to show for it

I've got so many things I want to do
But I can't sleep at night
I'm f*cking terrified

I don't have the answers
It's unlikely you would
But I'm sorry if you came to me
For some sort of an epiphany
All that I can tell you
Is what I'm going to do
And if that sounds appealing now
You could do it to

I'm gonna take every ounce of life
That I've got left
I won't say I've wasted it
I'm gonna live for it

I know now how it feels to be afraid
I'm gonna find a way
To live the fear away
I will make a change