I don't wanna eat, I barely wanna sleep
My head so consumed I can barely even think
What's on the menu, is it after my window?
Nothing about me healthy but I try to pretend though
Ah, nervosa
Ah, nervosa
I chug a bunch of water just to purge insecurities
Shout out to God, oh my God are you hearing me?
(Are you hearing me? Nervosa)
Are you hearing me?
They say I got a subtype, I don't even know my blood type
I'm trying to get this shit right
But I'm in for a long night
My last panic attack was at a hospital in Georgia
When I got out of jail the pressure hit me, it was enormous
I was alright for awhile, but took a turn for worse
Then my momma got locked up
For running from the cops and made it worse
I'm not surprised they weren't the first
When I eat I feel worse
Softer foods will help me purge
That's a process that I hate so I prefer to go without
So far it's been like 30 hours but I'm hungry now
Nervosa, nervosa, nervosa
Nervosa, nervosa, nervosa
I don't wanna eat, I barely wanna sleep
My head so consumed I can barely even think
What's on the menu, is it after my window?
Nothing about me healthy but I try to pretend though
Ah, nervosa
Ah, nervosa
I'm drinking water just to purge insecurities
Shout out to God, oh my God are you hearing me?
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa (Nervosa)
Nervosa
Are you hearing me? Nervosa
My stomach in a knot
Should I eat or should I not?
The fascination never stop
Nervosa bleed through my thoughts
If I go four days no carbs then I'll be in ketosis
I crave that ketosis it indulges my nervosa
I gotta watch myself, if I indulge I gotta throw up
Keep a drawer of carbohydrates cause they give me closure
I don't wanna eat, I barely wanna sleep
My head is so consumed I can barely even think
What's on the menu, is it after my window?
Nothing about me healthy but I try to pretend though
Ah, nervosa
Ah. nervosa
Nervosa, nervosa
Nervosa, nervosa
Nervosa, nervosa