Cold
Always searching
No
No more feelings
Seems like I'm stuck here again
So numb I no longer feel the cold
My age has been frozen in time
Look like a corpse but I'm not getting old
Darkness, Obscurities
I see the light but nothing else around it
Coffin sinking down below
These murky waters I call home
Cold
Always alone
No
I have no home
Hollow brain disintegrating
Slave to the tomb I can feel myself
Drowning in eternal paralysis
I should feel pain
This is overkill
Nocturnal hours pass
My one escape from reality
Entire youth gone to waste
Sunlight deprived insanity
Private hell, empty life
Lobotomy is my only hope
Maggots paradise
Walking into black haze
I can't stand to be near you anymore
Self-destruct it's the cause of my own war
Knife in my spine
Kept you coming back for more
Ate that shit that you fed me the last time
I am your god
You're the thing that I despise
Alone in the wake
I feel deprived
These lords have foretold lies
Sick of being dead
I was never alive
Burial at sea like a f*cking Greek tragedy
Through the mud
I grasp reality
I come back to slay those who doubted me
And drown those who drank from the fountain see
Perseverance preservation is the f*cking key
All these cuts and I still can't bleed
Been through hell and gunned down to bone
I will be the one to rise to the throne
End this nothing
End this mummified dawn
I fear the storm
Visions unite
Around encrusted eyes
Life I once knew
Rejuvenate my soul